Question

Hehe ! I've to conceal my identity while finding a certain someone. Not that I love her, but cause she needs me. She follows but with fading footsteps.. What'd you do ? when there's someone who's like you... who might just understand you and advice you... who might help and disguise you .. maybe, as if she's an angel sent to earth for me or a sparrow fallen from the skies, needy of a company :( It feels really small when this huge world is full of hatred instead of empathy ! It feels smaller when there's someone you call a friend :( but then lose your faith in him/her ! It feels small when... you're alone in a crowded room who believes the crowd is an unknown family :(

Write a diary entry describing your deepest thoughts of broken heart.. your hatred... betrayals... worst times.. but when you wake up each morning, it's a grown up you with a little more strength to bear with more :)

Answer 1

its worst than to experience death than facing a situation where we lose faith on our best friend.
The only thing which I hate in this selfish world is "betrayal" not because I get betrayed but because I chose a wrong person to trust upon.
I never expected something would ever happen like this......fate never changes no matter what we do.
as time pass my hatred increases.
once we lose time....we cannot get it back.Just like trust.....once lost impossible to earn it back in my case.
The only thing which I believe in is no one deserves second chance.....if once they can break my trust and hurt me, they can do it again.
Its better staying quite than trusting a wrong person.
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hope it helps

Answer 2

It's weird when u realize the person whom u once told everything to........now has no idea of ur life!!
This world....what to say! It seems as if the graveyards are burdened with the souls of good virtues......whereas the bad ones have grasped the soul of humanity too tight.
The rhymes of this world can never be understood....colliding with mere disguise.... created by lies!!

WHEN I WAS A BABY ,I FEARED THE DE.VILS OF THE NIGHT...
But then this life taught me.....that THE DEV.ILS OF THE DAY r even more horrible.

Sometimes.....someone's absence silence ur life.
Dying inside....with a fake smile :)

In my opinion....a perfect way of describing HELL is....the place where you constantly love someone....may be just a dream.....n ur day dreams become ur nightmares!!

The words that strike my mind when i think of him are just..... I DIED ON HIS DEATH!
"Darling! Ur soul was taken to heaven by the angels...."
"But...what about me??? Sorrow rusted my body...and my soul....it's fading each day!"
BUT THE IDEA OF U N ME WILL ALWAYS BE THERE!! AT LEAST TILL THE DAY I'M PHYSICALLY ALIVE.

How easily people get rid of me I wonder!

Some people...although they disregard u....but still they r never hated! How lucky they r...OMG! But me.... Seriously never ever intended to hurt anyone still wonder from where does this hatred takes birth for me...!!!

Sometimes....when the world feels it....u never feel!! Coz u r lost! Unable to wipe ur tears urself...n hv none around who may do it for u...!

Life is tragic!
Love is tragic! Its a desire that can be killed at any unknown moment....for any unknown reason!

Once upon a time.....LOVE....that love was in my blood...!! Got killed?? Is in his grave!!?? Or.......someone sucked it out of me???

God knows! :)

Betrayals!!!

Umm.....feels like it's been a part of my daily life. My life has been summed up in my thoughts....!! :)
Life....OMG...ROFL! What is it?? That may be crystal clear to few but not for me....!

I....who m I?? Confused personality?

May be just a body of flesh n blood n bones!! Soul has died :) that heart has been thrown out of my body....!! No feeling for anyone....what is it??? Why is it so?? Do I overthink!! My mind....these thoughts have created a m-e-s-s in my head.

I can't kill them...I'm unable to....Help is what I ask for from THE HEAVENLY FATHER!

When I see someone laughing....I feel as if they are laughing on my scars. The scars he gave me.....the scars I allowed him to give!

N at last :) suicide is what comes to my head! I cut myself for I'm tired of being punished by the heavenly Father. Punishing my own self :) May be he'll have a bit of mercy on me.

Broken heart!! Ur fault :) why did u allow anyone to do so? Why did u allow anyone to play with it??
Never bring people too close to ur heart!! It doesn't take time for them to change.

Or may be....they dun change....they just took off their beautiful masks which helped them hide their identity all this while! Fake !! LOL

They killed me....they kill me each day....n then they say ," U r the culprit."

Culprit!?? Yes I m....I m the culprit.....u know y....becoz.....I swallowed the thing so called SELF LOVE! :)

When I get up......my time is 3 :) Just saw this question........ after each sentence.....one drop of tear is shed.....and a deep sigh!

I do tell myself at the end of day that it's enough to care for others. Those rock- hearted people will never understand.... coz they dun want to!

This world.....I should say.....an illusion it is! What u see isn't true.....n what u fail to see kills u the whole life!

Dying each day :) how does it feel!?? When ur small world.....90% made up of love. Lol!! what's that!??

F*ng dream! How is it when u realize that u r left with nothing to lose!??

My companions :) - insanity, darkness, slaughter!!

The best thing to get rid of it is......smile :)....although a fake one!

Change is the law of nature . So what if u too get changed!!

Let this world say what it wants to.......

Life taught u a lesson! Learn it :)
Learn to love urself!!

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This question tells me that still there r the people who really care for others :)
Lucky r the ones who have frnds like u!