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Hey,,,, im a 13 year old girl... my my mom and step dad abused me most my life and my step brother raped me when i was 11. My mom kicked me out of the house last year because i was acting like a horrible person and i argued with them 24:7 i guess it was my fault that they hit me due to my actions. Anyways i live with my dad now...he wants to kick me out of the house where i have no place to go...all because of my attitude. I try everyday to fix it but my mind takes control of me and words come out my mouth like bullets.
im so scared. I don't know how to fix my attitude. someone please help me.
I want everything to end but im scared that i will hurt someone and they will end up killing themselves after me. But if i could kill myself without hurting anyone i would do it in a heartbeat.<3
Some people tell me to go to therapy but it doesn't work. i went to school one day and i felt really dizzy so my teacher told me to go to the nurse. So i went and i told her that that my mom slammed my head against the wall because i wouldn't look at her.(it was true) The school call Child Protection Services.... They asked me a whole bunch of questions. I answered them honestly. They went to my house and found no evidence. My mom was so mad at me that she made me not eat dinner for 4 days. She took me to a therapist but she told the therapist that i lied to CPS so i was never aloud to tell the truth. I cut myself...ran away...called CPS..... the only way left was to kill myself. The next day she kicked me out of the house. So no i will never go bad tho therapy. EVER. But i need help and i dont know where to get it. HELP ME PLEASE!

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