Question

how to cope without a friend

Answer 1

The main thing you need right now is self believe and self confidence. The fact that you said you need friend right now is because you are thinking if you get a friend you will feel happy and content but it's not true, you will become friend and then best friend and that friend gets another friend and then your relationship starts to weaken and then you will become sad again then you will feel angry, jealousy, rather feeling happy you are feeling a roller coaster of emotion which is not good. so I would like to suggest you that find happiness within yourself,self contentment then you will truly feel happy about yourself.
I hope you have a wonderful year and hey don't be sad if you feel like talking I'm there, feel free to ping me.