I have a lot of issues with trusting myself... and I don't really know how do I. I regret being myself most of the time. I really don't know what to do at this point. So... is all this normal for a 14 y.o. 8th Grader... my biggest fear right now is my exams... these thoughts are not letting me sleep at nights, or do anything with peace of mind... and it's the 5th or 6th week without proper sleep. What shall I do now... should I choose life, or death?
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You should choose live :)
Explanation and my reason:
Well...I have a similar problem but i'm just trying to look at the positive side even if it sometime's doesn't work...It really is normal for teens to overthink or being scared, especially with the problem we are facing at the moment. So when i fell like this, all i have to do is take a break or do something to refresh my mind. Like; Cleaning, reading books, take a shower, or watch something that can make you feel more relaxed. I almost always do this when things like that happens. But, I still have a bad sleep schedule because of schoolwork and my deep thoughts. The main reason here is if you need to choose between life and death right? Well, I think you should choose life because there still some things you want to do in the future but don't know you want to do it. There are also many people who has this situation all around the world so don't think that you're the only one :). The reason we live is to feel what it's like to live even if we have to sacrifice some things and being able to live longer can be a gift because you don't know who is actually gonna miss you when you're gone. Someone who is gone forever in other lives can (slowly) change them. What I mean in this is that, you should choose to live because this isn't the biggest problem you have....There must be interesting things happen in your mere future and you might regret it. There must be someone who really cares for you but you didn't know. (Regarding to your problems) It is nice to run away from your problems for awhile but please don't go too far because you might end up running away from them longer than only relaxing your mind. It is better to fix your problems or the reason you are like this. Running from those problems make me realize that It sill still come back and bring you more guilt and gives you deep thoughts. Every person matters even if they have gone through a lot. If you want, let out your feelings to the person who you trust the most and who can understand you. Don't keep your feeling together because you can feel more pain than before. (I just realize that I got too far, but I was just telling you if you have problems and i'm helping you in advance so that you can understand. TvT)
Plus, I think I understand your situation cause i also have lack of sleep and I'm the same age as you. Every individual matters and it is such a waste for you to end it early. Well,,,I hope i helped you and if you can, please mark me as brainliest. :')