Question

I have lost what was immortal in me now what is left is bestial

Answer 1

Try to forget mistake that you have done and focus to make yourself better person focus on improvement .

Yes it is hard to make a change, yes it is hard to move forward, yes it is hard to let go, but not working to your happiness is even harder. Everytime you procrastinate because you think working on it is hard. Believe in yourself but remember believe this not work unless you work . Change is the key of life ,changes always uncomfortable , Change is inconvenient but change is what keeps you going . All the best