Letter of apology to mother for your bad behavior at home
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October 21, 2010 Dear Mom, It's really hard for me to express how deeply sorry I am to have hurt you in the past. Words cannot describe how making you feel disrespected and alone has made me feel?miserable and guilty. I wasn't in my senses then, but that is no excuse! As a child, you always taught me to respect others, even if they were rude to me. How could I hurt you of all people? You, who never gave up on me, you who always saved me from dad when I messed up. You, who always made me realize how special I am when the world forced me to believe that I was worthless; you, who never left me alone when I was upset or afraid. I remember the times, when no matter how tired you were, you always sat next to me to know how my day at school went, or maybe read out my favorite story. And now I feel horribly guilty of not spending much time with you, blaming my busy schedule as an excuse! Now when I have grown up, I realize the fact that no matter how hard you tried to comfort me in my pain, I pushed you away thinking that you would never understand! But I was so wrong mom. You knew beforehand that things were not right with me, you understood me before I could understand myself, that the path I took, did not have a happy end. I was too busy, and too much engrossed in my own world, that I forgot that my world is nothing without you! I realize that now, and I am terribly sorry for hurting you, for saying words that should have never even crossed my thoughts, for taking your love, your care and your concern for granted. I am really sorry, dear mom! And what makes me feel more guilty is the unconditional love that you have for me, in spite of behaving in such a disrespectful way, your arms are always open to hug me and make me feel safe, secure and loved. Your smile still tells me that no matter what, you are always happy to see me, your eyes are enough to show the love that you have for me, and I feel I am the worst daughter, for bringing tears to those eyes. I love you mom, and I realize that I am nothing without you. Your love and your blessings are the most important to me in this world. I promise it will never happen again and I will be the daughter you deserve to have. I really hope that you will forgive me... I love you mom, Mary