Question

this is what I feel right now neither happy nor sad I've every right to be either of those things but somehow I just feel empty and not depression but I'm just here I'm just being and in a way I've lost motivation and my purpose I don't feel the same and I know I'll snap out of it sometimes I just wish somehow I could get it over with and snap back into the present I miss the feeling of gratitude and true happiness why is so hard to find out the same things don't make me happy anymore and I guess happiness doesn't come from things I know that's something I have to work on but I miss feeling present here alive I feel so blinded by homework and projects and that's not me I don't even remember why and why do I work so hard on everything what do I really want and why did I start what pushed me to keep going right now I just feel like my life is on a hold for a little bit until I figure things out and there's so much wrong and so many things I need to fix but I took time off and focused on sports in school instead of getting to the core of the issue and I mean I'm okay I really am I've just been running on empty for the post 100 miles and it's just now catching up to me and I guess I'm just saying this because you don't always see the real side of people on social media and you usually see people at their very best but I just want to know that life isn't always like that we pick and choose how we want to be seen by the world but none of that matters focus on you build the best version of yourself and don't get caught up in the motions it's your happiness and health first and I always want to help people but I realized that I'm not even close to being where I want to be yet but that's okay it's a long journey and it's okay to be a work in progress so that's how I feel right now and there's nothing wrong with that

Answer 1

I bet no one is going to read all...

Answer 2

HARDWORK IS KEY OF SUCCESS....

DON'T LOST YOUR CONFIDENCE....

KEEP STUDYING