write a diary entry before the dreaded maths paper describing your preparation and their expactations
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Question : Write a diary entry before the dreaded math paper describing your preparation and their expectations ?
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11 - July - 2019
Dear Diary,
I've my math exam tomorrow. I've no idea about any of the concepts taught to me. I hardly understand one or two, and because I feel extremely nervous about my paper, I forget those learnt concepts too! I'm getting panicked. What if I don't write anything in tomorrow's paper? Am I gonna fail or will I at-least pass? I can't face my parents if I fail. My parents and teachers are expecting a lot from me this time. And I don't want them to break their expectations on me. I'm feeling tensed about tomorrow. I've no idea what to do know, I will go to my math ma'am in an hour or two and will clear all my doubts. But if she gets to know that she shall explain all the chapters once more, she's gonna kill me. No, I'll better study online. I'll study for 3 hours. I'm done with my prep, I feel bit better. I'm sure that I'm not gonna sleep at any cost this night, I'll be either dreaming about tomorrow's success, or will be having nightmares about tomorrow's exam. Better study whole night. After my supper, I felt sleepy and I took bit rest. And when I woke up I realized it was morn, that means I slept whole night. My goodness, my math exam will start in 2 hours! Mom!!
Diary writing.
11th July,2019.
Dear diary,
I will be facing the most grave fear of my study life soon after some hours -. As I always used to share my fear regarding maths with you, you are now well familiar with it. Maths has always been a subject which jumbles me with it's various concepts. I'm worst in Geometry, I always fail to understand the theorems, angles, converses, etc. If I can't understand then how can anyone expect me to write it during exam and gain good marks? But this time, my teachers and my parents are hoping a lot from me and so I have to get out of this fear, I have to enlarge my comfort zone.
"Expectations always hurts"
This night would be a night where I would try my best to fall in love with this subject. Even though my concepts aren't well cleared, I'm too nervous but I'm going to make sure that I don't loose the battle without giving my level best. No sleep, no mobiles, nothing except for maths this night. I will at least try to get above the border line and from next time onwards I will make sure that I don't get such a condition again in my life. I will practice maths everyday since today. Have to practice a lot now.
Thanks for listening to me dear diary :)!