Write a diary entry on nicks feelings,after his unsuccessful suicidal attempt
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ON 15 SEPTEMBER 2015, I woke up in the Galway Bay Hotel at 7.45am and switched my alarm off.
My phone rang a couple of moments later and my life changed forever.
My aunt’s name flashed up on my phone.
‘Hello,’ I said.
‘Michelle are you with anybody,’ my aunt said.
‘No I’m down in Galway, is my Mam ok,’ I replied.
‘Your Mam’s fine…. oh, Michelle,’ she said.
‘What Anne, what’s wrong?’
‘It’s Derek, Michelle. He’s hanged himself.’
‘Is he ok, is he still alive?’
‘No sweetheart, I’m so sorry, he’s gone, honey’.
My life changed from that day on
My whole heart literally shattered in pieces. I remember nothing more that was said after that. I crumbled to the floor, shaking like a leaf and howled. How I didn’t wake the whole hotel I do not know. I literally lay in a ball on the floor howling. I wouldn’t even call it crying, because there were no tears. I was just screaming.
Then I remembered my work colleague was in the next room. I managed to get myself off the floor and banged her door down. I don’t even know what I said to her but she took me into her arms and just hugged me.
I felt sick
Then I needed to be sick. I heard her on the phone to somebody and it was then I decided I needed to go. I needed to get into our car and just go.
My Mam was in Spain with her partner, my Dad was on the way to Spain with his wife and I couldn’t bring myself to pick up the phone and call either of them. I rang my husband. God only knows how he understood what I said but he took control and told me it was going to be okay and they would get me home.
I asked him to contact my Mam and my other brother, Robert. I didn’t even think of how he would manage to make them phone calls. I howled again. I kept repeating my baby brother is dead! I called my best friend and sobbed down the phone, she couldn’t even understand what I was saying and when she finally got me, she sobbed too. She said she was coming to get me.
Something came over me then and I somehow managed to compose myself enough to get dressed, pack my bag and me and my work colleague got into the car. I insisted I was okay and wanted to drive. I just needed to get home.
My phone rang a couple of moments later and my life changed forever.
My aunt’s name flashed up on my phone.
‘Hello,’ I said.
‘Michelle are you with anybody,’ my aunt said.
‘No I’m down in Galway, is my Mam ok,’ I replied.
‘Your Mam’s fine…. oh, Michelle,’ she said.
‘What Anne, what’s wrong?’
‘It’s Derek, Michelle. He’s hanged himself.’
‘Is he ok, is he still alive?’
‘No sweetheart, I’m so sorry, he’s gone, honey’.
My life changed from that day on
My whole heart literally shattered in pieces. I remember nothing more that was said after that. I crumbled to the floor, shaking like a leaf and howled. How I didn’t wake the whole hotel I do not know. I literally lay in a ball on the floor howling. I wouldn’t even call it crying, because there were no tears. I was just screaming.
Then I remembered my work colleague was in the next room. I managed to get myself off the floor and banged her door down. I don’t even know what I said to her but she took me into her arms and just hugged me.
I felt sick
Then I needed to be sick. I heard her on the phone to somebody and it was then I decided I needed to go. I needed to get into our car and just go.
My Mam was in Spain with her partner, my Dad was on the way to Spain with his wife and I couldn’t bring myself to pick up the phone and call either of them. I rang my husband. God only knows how he understood what I said but he took control and told me it was going to be okay and they would get me home.
I asked him to contact my Mam and my other brother, Robert. I didn’t even think of how he would manage to make them phone calls. I howled again. I kept repeating my baby brother is dead! I called my best friend and sobbed down the phone, she couldn’t even understand what I was saying and when she finally got me, she sobbed too. She said she was coming to get me.
Something came over me then and I somehow managed to compose myself enough to get dressed, pack my bag and me and my work colleague got into the car. I insisted I was okay and wanted to drive. I just needed to get home.
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today was my test of English and I am getting 1 mark out of 10 all students success and I was unsuccessful in was feeling insert full English teacher said that to do hard work and don't be sad and next time you will also success it too late now ok goodnight
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