write a short paragraph on "if you could change one thing about your life today what would it be"
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I see almost everything as black/white.
I dont know when it started, but i have been forcing/training myself to fully oppose everything/ every thinking that is morally bad or wrong in this world.
It started with when my parents showed me my horoscope. It stated i would do love marriage, have 2 kids and then fight regularly with my wife. So i kind of trained myself from a young age to avoid getting into relationships. This was fight against astrology.
When i became older(say when i passed my high school), i argued against the validity of having or believing in religion/caste/beliefs. I am still arguing against everybody to my fullest ability be it my parents, friends or relatives. It went into so much extent that i deliberately forced myself to do things/behave in a certain way so that my point can be proved. i would eat non-veg on a monday (religious Indians dont eat non-veg on mondays-God’s day), just to argue that God exists everyday, everywhere and you cant just fool God by showing kindness to animals on one day. The list goes on for black cats, Saturday starts, sneezing before auspicious(supposed to be) tasks.This was fight against religion/hypocrisy/superstitions.
It is also the case in treating racism/gender discrimination. It was before the so called feminism/misogyny started in social media in indian context. I was so careful in treating or behaving the way i stare/look at other ethnic people( i would try my best to act normal without any bias), that i overdid it. Somehow i favoured the potential victims(as in diff ethnic people/girls) in a huge way.This was fight against racism/gender discrimination.
I was so intrigued by the fact that we need to wake up/sleep/eat at particular times that i pushed myself to limits, not eat for whole day, sleepless for 2/3 full nights, always pushing against the existing practice/norm.This was fight against my own capabilities
One thing i would like to note that, none of these things involved fights/violence. It was a healthy discussion in each and every case (because then i tried my best here too not to be the guy who portrays negativity).
There are numerous little things that i always try to do right by, in this process i somehow have changed myself( i dont know for the good or the bad) ; sometimes i need to let go.. Thats what i want to change
If I could change one thing about my life today what would it be
There are many things that I would like to change in my life today, but the thing that I would like to change the most is my personality. Meaning,I would like to change my identity because not only people take advantage of this, but then they betray me as well.So I would love to change things a bit and then see what happens next. I will change my personality from a really good one to a really evil one. Evil not in the sense of murder or revenge , but evil enough to scare the life out of those people who have a real evil soul. I'll be evil in such a way that they are going to have second thoughts on asking me something. Hence,in that way I can get to play the evil part yet at the same time reveal their real personality and do some good to others.