write about your unforgetable day
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Its unforgettable even though how much I wish to forget it. On that very unfortunate day, I broke off with my first love after being together for 2.5 years. Yes, I did it in anger. I did not mean it. She took it for real. Everything changed after that. She decided to never come back to me. I tried, I cried and I begged, I pleaded her to give US another chance but she had made up her mind. It take years to build a relationship and one fight to end it all. I am still not over her. I think about her everyday.
I've seen a lot since. From day and nights of crying alone in my room, losing my appetite, losing weight, contemplating suicide with one failed attempt, binge drinking, smoking, taking antidepressants, taking xanax or any pill that would be give me a way to escape reality and give me another shot at happiness to finally getting back on my feet deciding to take care of my life with or without her, exercising regularly, chasing my goals and dreams and trying to make this world a better place with whatever little I could do. Life has changed, definitely improved. I learned my lesson and got wiser. But even after everything, there is a little sadness in my heart, a empty feeling that keeps me awake till late hours sometimes. I miss her and can't even express in words how much. Whenever I get to know about any of her achievements, I feel proud and happy and sad at the same time because I am not there to celebrate them with her. I keep thinking how good our relationship would be now with all my new found wisdom. I want to have a go at it once more but I know she would never go for it and therefore I have stopped asking or proving to her that I have changed. There is a line between determination and desperation and I don't want to cross it anymore. But will I ever be able to love again? I don't know. I just hope I do. Cause till now it seems I am devoid of this feeling of love for anyone else.
*closes his eyes and again goes back to the place where he was truly happy*
I've seen a lot since. From day and nights of crying alone in my room, losing my appetite, losing weight, contemplating suicide with one failed attempt, binge drinking, smoking, taking antidepressants, taking xanax or any pill that would be give me a way to escape reality and give me another shot at happiness to finally getting back on my feet deciding to take care of my life with or without her, exercising regularly, chasing my goals and dreams and trying to make this world a better place with whatever little I could do. Life has changed, definitely improved. I learned my lesson and got wiser. But even after everything, there is a little sadness in my heart, a empty feeling that keeps me awake till late hours sometimes. I miss her and can't even express in words how much. Whenever I get to know about any of her achievements, I feel proud and happy and sad at the same time because I am not there to celebrate them with her. I keep thinking how good our relationship would be now with all my new found wisdom. I want to have a go at it once more but I know she would never go for it and therefore I have stopped asking or proving to her that I have changed. There is a line between determination and desperation and I don't want to cross it anymore. But will I ever be able to love again? I don't know. I just hope I do. Cause till now it seems I am devoid of this feeling of love for anyone else.
*closes his eyes and again goes back to the place where he was truly happy*
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my birthday I can't forget this day beacause my birthday comes on 1 april
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