write an incident when suffering helped you to experience god
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3 years ago, on a very unfortunate day of my life I I lost my mother. She was hospitalized at the moment when it happened. My mother passed away in a blink of an eye. I am the rest of my family is waiting in the lobby of that hospital. Awaiting what the doctors to say that my mother was okay. Everything would be alright, this was all that we wanted to hear at the time.
I sat there mentally paralyzed to move physically; and I was nervous, wrecked and worried. The smell of hospital who is making me go crazy and I couldn't there the thought of my mother dying in that ICU room.
But then it came the saddest, most heartbreaking and ever truest news of my life: I had lost my mother. Everyone started to cry. My sisters were a wreck. I was devastated but I couldn't cry. I sat there and thought of nothing.
At that moment I realised something. I thought of God has impeccable power to control our lives. Thought how my mother was going to see God Himself. And I prayed to Him to send my mother back to us but He didn't. So I realised that it was time for me to be strong because God wants us to be strong, not happy.