Writing a lette for our idol
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Dear Baekhyun,
(12am. 160218) I will never forget the day I started noticing you. The day I started to slowly fall for you. It was your overdose comeback showcase. You were sporting a black hair. Half-down, half-brushed up. It was beautifully made by your stylist noona, and I was stunned. I noticed how eyeliners really suit your little sparkling beautiful eyes, and I'm in awe. I never thought I would use the word 'beautiful' to describe a guy, but then I saw you. That's when I asked myself, is it possible for angels to live on Earth? From then on, I tried to suppress my growing feelings for you because I'm stanning another guy from your group. I thought I love him enough to not see any other member. But then you came, and I was shaken... including my heart. I tried so hard to focus on that certain guy, but he left. He chose to left the group for health reasons. I understand him and I supported him. But I never left EXO. I know I still love him even after leaving, but I love EXO too much to even think of leaving the fandom. I supported both. Him, and EXO. Later on, some friends asked me who's my bias in EXO. I couldn't answer them bcos I was thinking of him. But technically he's not a member anymore. So I said it's you. The guy who looks good in eyeliners, but better without it. The guy who always know how to have fun. The guy whose smile can light up my whole life. The not so tall guy but has the most heartwarming voice I've ever heard. The guy who has a black gem on his left thumb, above his upper lip, on his earlobe and another one near his right eye brow. The guy who's always loud but is fun. The guy who brought me happiness for a little while. That's you, Byun Baekhyun. I don't know when did I start falling in love with you. But I certainly did. Slowly, reassuringly, but all at once. You are not the most handsome, but in my eyes... you are the only one. Your looks, character, voice, wits, talents, every bit of you... even your scars, fears, and weaknesses, I love all of them. I know I do because I couldn't stop talking about you. You and you and you. I wanted to see you to confirm my feelings. I know it's a bit impossible. But I did. I saw you for 2 days, during your Exoluxion In Manila concert. I was there. Waving my lightstick, crying tears of unknown joy, singing to every song, screaming my lungs out, jumping, and confessing my unheard love for you over and over again. And there, right there... with the silver ocean as my witness. I fell in love with you over and over again. I fell in love the moment you walk out from behind the stage. I fell in love when you sang your lines, live. I fell in love when I saw you dancing. I fell in love when you play the piano for My Answer. I fell in love while looking at you jumping on stage. I fell in love when I saw you almost spilling little tears for the beautiful silver ocean, the amazing crowd and the touching banners. I saw pure adoration in your eyes. I saw a glint of unexplainable happiness and a thankful heart. And then I fell in love with you once again. This time, I fell hard. So hard that sometimes I ask myself, "is this even normal? to love a person who doesn't even know you? to love a person who's too impossible to reach?". But I did not even bother answering my questions because I already know the answer. I know you can't love me the way I love you. You couldn't give as much as I could give you. But you made me happy. Really really happy in ways you never see. And I'm more than thankful for that Baek ♡ What makes you happy is mine too. Your fears, flaws, tears, laughs and smiles are mine too. Whatever you may feel, I do too. I love you so much that I don't even want to love anyone else but you. It's hard to love you, you know. But there is something in you that always remind me to love you the same, or even more than that. I'm so in love with you. And this feelings made me happy. This feelings doesn't even give me bad/sad things to think about. Just pure happiness. I don't know why you have this kind of effect on me, but I don't want to think so hard. All I want to do is to support you, love you and wait for your return. I love you Byun Baekhyun. I love you so much ^^ I will always be here to support you whatever happens I hope you take good care of yourself despite your hectic schedules. I wish you happiness always, success and good health. Please take care of the other members too. I love you! Be happy and healthy! ♡ P.S. I might love another person in the future, but always know that no one could ever replace your big space in my heart. — your fan from PH ♥
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