before (my feelings during the pandemic/disaster
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The way I felt during the pandemic :
Our country ; India and other countries have had to go through severe financial crisis to stabilize the slowly degenerating economic growth . Everyone ; everywhere are losing their jobs and those who didn't are under the continuous stress of the instability of their job . Many lives have been lost and looking at the way the virus is spreading , we can make a guess that more lives will be lost . Many people are either not able to bear the coat of treatment or are so severely affected that no kind of treatment will improve their condition . Seeing these things changed my clear cut view of life and I started looking at it for it was ; a storm . I also am feeling severe anxiety whenever I hear about the death of someone , since eventhough I don't know that person ; but someone must have had to know them . How sad an event it would be for peoples whose near and dear ones were one among the many who lost their lives . Seeing all these things made me experience a hundred different feelings from sadness to anxiety to a calm attitude after getting a clearer view at the gruesomeness of life . These are the feelings I have felt and am feeling during the pandemic .
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