Hey guys. I want to ask a question. First of all, i am an HS 1st year student and i am facing problems with my studies. I am feeling as my world is going to collapse. I am loosing my senses. Relationship between me and my friends have deteriorated. I don't feel too good now by talking to them. I don't have any mood to study, and do not want to do anything. I am feeling as if I will be senseless then...What happened to me? And how long will it continue?
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Congrats, it's the part of the process, you're on the right track !
Tbh, no one will admit openly about it, but this happens, not once but many times in life, it's just on the brink of the phase where you get transitioned from being a raw, immature naive who just sees the world in colors, to a poised, mellowed, matured man, who has a bi-shaded vision. You're growing, and this is the part of life, I'm in third year of HS, and I'm facing the worse, but I know I'll get over them, tho I have all sorts of OCDs, BPDs and autistic disorders... The point is - don't think at all that something is wrong with you, just don't, instead just say "I'm okay, it's natural, I don't give a damm to what my mind is making me to believe in"
As for the studies, there's no harm in distancing yourself from your friends, admit it, those friends shouldn't be overdosed, work for the long term - that is, for your job - YOUR JOB'S GONNA KEEP YOU ALIVE, NOT FRIENDS !
Good Luck, only you can really help yourself!
Been there !