i want to write letter on mama about my accident occured due to not wearing .write letter on it
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Dear Mama
I always just wanted you to love me and keep me safe. I can't ever recall feeling either. You chose to be with a man who was abusive towards me versus protecting me. This stole my innocence and my childhood - things I can never regain.
Do I love you, yes, but what is love as I don't think you taught me that?!
I know you had a hard life but you made choices which have impacted on my entire life, choices which hurt me to my very core and existence, even today. I have tried really hard to undo the damage but some things when broken can never be fixed.
While I don't think you ever purposely meant to hurt me I know you resented me from your hatred toward my father. You treated me differently to my half siblings. I have seen first hand what you are capable of from your mothering of my half siblings so it had to have been me you disliked. Again punishment for things I never had control or choices over.
There have been many years I have tried and held on to the hope that things would change and you would just love me but I now realize that will never be.
I left you without hatred or anger; with just the need to find peace in my life. I hope you find it in yours.
Nicolette
I always just wanted you to love me and keep me safe. I can't ever recall feeling either. You chose to be with a man who was abusive towards me versus protecting me. This stole my innocence and my childhood - things I can never regain.
Do I love you, yes, but what is love as I don't think you taught me that?!
I know you had a hard life but you made choices which have impacted on my entire life, choices which hurt me to my very core and existence, even today. I have tried really hard to undo the damage but some things when broken can never be fixed.
While I don't think you ever purposely meant to hurt me I know you resented me from your hatred toward my father. You treated me differently to my half siblings. I have seen first hand what you are capable of from your mothering of my half siblings so it had to have been me you disliked. Again punishment for things I never had control or choices over.
There have been many years I have tried and held on to the hope that things would change and you would just love me but I now realize that will never be.
I left you without hatred or anger; with just the need to find peace in my life. I hope you find it in yours.
Nicolette
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