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My body was experiencing multi system failures I had a degenerative nerve disease along with a degenerative muscle issue, eczema/psoriasis over 60% of my body, spinal disc herniation x5, multi level degenerative disc disease with arthritis, either ulceritive colitis possibly crohn’s why the Doctor never tested further is beyond me yet glad he didn’t. carpal tunnel both arms,every doctor visit was something different over 20+ diagnosis.
After becoming disabled it seems all the testing stopped even though I had more free time just less insurance actually no insurance for a year from when I couldn’t work til I received social security disability.
I decided to troubleshoot myself I sat down with a copy of grays anatomy, all my medical records and the knowledge of my symptoms along with years of doctors and their varying thoughts.
One of the first things I figured out was I needed too disassociate myself from all the medical diseases I was reading which in turn lead me to see myself as a machine with multiple systems failing. Now the big problem was I couldn’t open myself up and take a look (no access panels) I then developed a image of the human machine in my head so I could visualize how all these varying diagnosis overlapped each other. I also read all types of medical information I could find that was being used to treat different diseases where they succeeded and how they failed. I read quack stuff along with what people claimed they accomplished always a smidge of truth. I looked in every direction possible.
I would meditate at night going over all