Question

Write a Creative Writing on :-

"I'm Tired Of My Life"

Remember guys..
No words like Suicide etc...

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Answer 1

I always do my best but I guess my best wasn't good enough... Sometimes I feel like I'm such a disappointment, Like I'm going to be nowhere in life... I can't do things on my own, I'm weak and stupid... I'm not smart, I'm not talented... I feel useless & worthless, I'm too scared to face my responsibilities, Some girls my age are already successful in life, but me?? NOTHING HAS CHANGED... I'm still the useless girl who seems to be going to be nowhere in life, I can't even passed a single exam, I'm always getting anxious whenever I need to present in front of the class so I end up not attending that subject, Just saying "present" when my teacher was checking the attendance makes me nervous, I can't even asked my teacher a simple question, I don't like being the center of attention, Like when a teacher called someone one by one to answer the question, I feel so uneasy that I end up going outside the classroom & just comeback when the class ended.... When there's a group reporting, I'm not going to attend as usual... Afraid that I'm going to look like a fool in front of the class & my classmates will end up laughing at me, see? How pathetic I look??

I'm afraid they'll think of me differently, Some of my classmates even told me to be more active in class, because I  always have my own world & not cooperating... But I just can't help it, No matter how many times I tried... Nothing seems to worked, My anxiety is taking over me... I always think negatively, Yah know what? I feel pity for my parents... They pay for my tuition fee, but I still keep failing my subjects, I may look like I'm happy... Hanging out with some friends, with my family but when I'm alone & was about to sleep... I'll start thinking of my problems, I even end up asking myself "why am I like this? , Why am I so weak? Why am I not smart? , Why can't I achieved anything? , Why am I so worthless?"...

I want to be brave & strong enough to face my problems & responsibilities, I'm just tired of being this weak, I just want to change for the better.... That's all.