you had a horrible dream last night and you woke up with a start .Record your experience in the form of a diary entry in about 100 to 120 words
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So after all the crying and anger yesterday I was so exhausted and went to lay down. I was having a dream that I was getting my d&c and I was trying to tell them to stop and wait another week, I was screaming so loud that the nurse kept giving me more meds to make me knock out, then I started hearing my DH and both sons screaming STOP!!!! I then woke up with tears in my eyes and my 4 year old screaming. It was so real I was terrified to go back to bed. I tried to go to back to bed, when the nightmare woke me up it was 1 am, by the time I fell back asleep it was 4:15. I had another strange dream. My 4 year old kept on telling me " Mom I got a secret, and then he would whisper in my ear get an ultrasound please. " I remember thinking in my dream WTH??? We then went out to the store and Ike[t hearing a lady whispering to me please get an ultrasound, please, please!!!
I woke up around 6 when my hubby gets up for work and he told me I was crying in my sleep, and he tried to wake me and I would not wake up. He asked me if I was ok, I told him yeah today will be better. He then asked me if I remember my dream and I did so I told him. He was like ok maybe God is trying to tell you something. I then said should I demand one next week he said maybe, just to put your mind at ease.
So now I don't want to put to much into this but what if something is wrong in there, this miscarriage is nothing like all the previous ones. Maybe I am having an ectopic or something, I have never had one so I don't know what to expect. Would I have pain??? Would my numbers drop slow or fast? I just don't understand why I have not had any spotting, bleeding. cramping, or back pain. I also want to think that the Lady whispering to me was my Mom who passed away when I was 3. I often have dreams when something is bothering me and a Lady whispers stuff to me to help me get through. So I think it's her wanting me to get checked to make sure nothing is wrong. Does that make me seem like I am crazy??? LOL I hope not. So I am going to wait till this next week and see if I start to bleed, and after my next beta on Monday if the numbers do not drop appropriately then I will ask for an u/s and if they don't want to give me one I will go to the ER.
So after all the crying and anger yesterday I was so exhausted and went to lay down. I was having a dream that I was getting my d&c and I was trying to tell them to stop and wait another week, I was screaming so loud that the nurse kept giving me more meds to make me knock out, then I started hearing my DH and both sons screaming STOP!!!! I then woke up with tears in my eyes and my 4 year old screaming. It was so real I was terrified to go back to bed. I tried to go to back to bed, when the nightmare woke me up it was 1 am, by the time I fell back asleep it was 4:15. I had another strange dream. My 4 year old kept on telling me " Mom I got a secret, and then he would whisper in my ear get an ultrasound please. " I remember thinking in my dream WTH??? We then went out to the store and Ike[t hearing a lady whispering to me please get an ultrasound, please, please!!!
I woke up around 6 when my hubby gets up for work and he told me I was crying in my sleep, and he tried to wake me and I would not wake up. He asked me if I was ok, I told him yeah today will be better. He then asked me if I remember my dream and I did so I told him. He was like ok maybe God is trying to tell you something. I then said should I demand one next week he said maybe, just to put your mind at ease.
So now I don't want to put to much into this but what if something is wrong in there, this miscarriage is nothing like all the previous ones. Maybe I am having an ectopic or something, I have never had one so I don't know what to expect. Would I have pain??? Would my numbers drop slow or fast? I just don't understand why I have not had any spotting, bleeding. cramping, or back pain. I also want to think that the Lady whispering to me was my Mom who passed away when I was 3. I often have dreams when something is bothering me and a Lady whispers stuff to me to help me get through. So I think it's her wanting me to get checked to make sure nothing is wrong. Does that make me seem like I am crazy??? LOL I hope not. So I am going to wait till this next week and see if I start to bleed, and after my next beta on Monday if the numbers do not drop appropriately then I will ask for an u/s and if they don't want to give me one I will go to the ER.
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