Question

You were never a good speaker .Record your miserable experience as a speaker,when you spoke for the first time in a debate before an audience ,In your diary .Give details how you felt during those miserable moments

Answer 1

I've never been a good public speaker. As a kid, I used to recite poems
brilliantly to my parents, but as soon as it came to my class, I was a stuttering mess. 
A few days ago, I enrolled in a debate competition, hoping it would finally help me overcome my fear of public and crowds. oh, how wrong I was. 
The topic given to us was fairly arguable and I was against the motion, 'Why School Uniforms Should be Removed from School' I began my point fairly well, but then my eyes began to scan over the crowd and the room became smaller and smaller, and I felt claustrophobic. Beads of sweat rolled down my forehead, and I continuously wiped my forehead and my hands on the hem of my skirt, my eyes wearily glancing around the room. I turned around to look at my team-mates and the opposite team, all of them looking at me with concern. I took a deep breath and tried to continue speaking, but all that came out was a small squeak followed by a whimper. I felt so ashamed to stand there during those moments, as tears pooled my eyes, ready to slide down. I composed myself as best as I could, trying to finish my point, which came out like a stutter, but I finally got it through. 
The teacher and judges looked un-impressed, which caused the tears to pool in even more, making it difficult for me to see clearly. I turned around from the podium and walked towards my seat, sitting down with tears sliding down my red cheeks. I wiped them away with shaking hands, before taking another deep breath to calm my erratic heart. In that moment I had decided, never again. Never again am I going for public speaking or debates, never again am I going to speak on topics in Public in front of people who could potentially decide my future. 

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This isn't in the proper format, you can add the format on your own, since I don't know which format you have been taught, it can be different. 
Thank you!

Answer 2

Here is your diary entry